we gotta talk in person bout this whole inadequacy thing cuzzzzz u dont see how insanely talented u are and beyond my skillz u are..seriously...I am such a phony u have no idea...lemme know and we'll meet up..

oh and talk to me if u can help me design my tatoo I wanna finish it finally..instead of having just JC on my arm sittin by itself..

sorry dont go to that link it doesnt work for an odd reason...



here is the actual link


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here check this out I just did it....


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just try it..there isnt a right way of goin about it...u never know what u migh tthink up in influence of it..find what moves u..

I do know how to use it and so does Markus..
but for me I usually go out and just watch the world around me for influence or inspiration..
and take the thoughts I have about what I see and try to manifest them into visual information to tell everyone around me...
try to show them things from my side of life right..
you gotta try that at least once..just walk around, maybe blaze (I do) and watch..see what people do and watch the world does when it doesn't feel like it's being watched...
listen to what u think about it..see what comes of it..
u almost want to feed of their lives in a way, and tell stories they are involved in, the planet, our life, our purpose all that..sit down and think about it..visualize what u wanna say about it..what u feel towards it...
and enjoy love and pleasure in all it's many forms, and the happiness u draw from it..focus on that and fill urself with that feeling, and enjoy it for people who don't have it or feel it...u can come up with anything u got a bright mind, creative and stark..u just gotta explore it more, express it harder...force urself sometimes, and see what comes of it..

I miss your art......


I wanna see some new stuff babe...

I will finish zombie pawn I must..I want u to paint it..it keeps me going to know how dope it will be..I jus tdont like the body right now but the head was fun..I gotta just do it...dont worry..I am on it...will get done..

your more talented than me..I just do shit and sometimes it's ok and sometimes it isn't..so...just keep doin work and I know it can be dredging at points like it feels like serious work, kinda boring..if that occurs u gotta change up ur scenery and get inspired somehow..or if u got somewhat of a whacky life like mine, u just stop, and take a look around...u'd be surprised what u can take in when u actually just stop, think and take a look...I been learning to do that latley..interesting things u notice...u rock in any case babe...ur art is sick, and if u can find the reason or the inspiration of what u wanna do or what to do it about, ull massacre...u gotta feel what ur doin or it wont come out right...think pollock...

I will and shall forever be in debt to ur art...I understand I cannot reach ur level yet, but someday, if I chill with u enough maybe u can rub some of ur talents off on me...I wouldn't mind in the least...tell mark he's a wanker...and thnx for the encouragement MASTER *bows*

ps, u rock....